THAT GIRL
the princess's name is Fairuzana bte Mohd Yusoff ;
aged 21 this year .
a virgo .
a dragon baby .
hatched on 12th September 1988 at 3.30am .
blissfully attached to one and only .
always craving for chocolate and coca-cola .
always wanting his attention .
loving him always no matter where this princess is .
wants to go to university and get her Degree in Pharmacy .
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Tormented and terrorized by the past history.
As i sat down, my mind whirled to the time when i was receiving my O levels results,
did not expecting me to be doing so badly for maths and science.
The terror that was placed in me by my parents after knowing that i could not make it anywhere.
History is repeating itself for me.
Sometimes i do wonder why is everything going not as i wanted,
but having to go through so many tests that makes me lose my self confidence.
I do not even have the courage to face my parents any more, after breaking their hearts.
I do feel useless and at times lost.
I have no idea what to do now.
Should i just pursue my dreams or work and settle down and continue pursueing my dreams?
Very stressed out with my tuition lifestyle now,
so many things to be done, especially the typing part.
Hectic and headaches all over.
How to finish my work?
How to type so fast and at the same time being able to submit the work on time
So many things to be done, yet so little time.
Migraines, headaches, painful spine, backaches.......................................
-lost a part of me 3/10/2009 02:44:00 am
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SCREAMS.