Orang yg berilmu dia selalu menang dalam pergaulan kerana dia membiasakn diri, caci di sambut dengan senyuman, penghinaan ditangkis dengan lemah lembut, kemarahan dibalas dengan diam dan kejahatan dengan kebaikan.
A beautiful quote given to me by a friend of mine, how a person who has the knowledege would be able to overcome challenges in life by using his wisful thinking. Sometimes in life i tend to do stupid things and i admit that it is nonsensical of me, but certain things i do it not because i want to, but its my way of venting my anger and pain on myself. Sometimes i take a longer time to accept many things as it is quite difficult to swallow on hardcore facts in my life. Accepting failures in my life has been difficult and being able to stand up on my own two feet took me a longer time then i expected. Now i am ending my hectic poly life, life in which i can never forget, which more pain comes from, which teaches me the true meaning of life. How life can be defined in different ways by different people whom I call friends. How friends taught me the true meaning of friendship. How each aspect in life can be defined through every single daily incidents, which can cause the destruction to me.
If ever once i look back, i would see a trail of tears which i have left behind, which impacted my life to almost destruction, which made me realized that life is never fair and that at times, there maybe more ups then downs. I have seen more downs then ups, and i do hope one day, there would be a trail of happiness left behind for me. A trail which allows me to have a sense of belonging somewhere in this world, someone somewhere out there, waiting for me in open arms, willing to embrace me and make my life full of rainbows.
Will dad and mum allow me to go on a holiday alone?
Hhmmmm....
I hope so.
I just need a break from all of this.
I just want to escape and run away from reality for awhile.
I just need you here, with me by my side.
Lend me your shoulders to cry on.
Hold on to me and embrace me.
Never let go off me.
I missed you so much.
-lost a part of me
1/14/2009 02:20:00 am
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