Ever wondered if your heart was broken into many tiny pieces?
Ever wondered if the person that you love really loves you back?
Ever wondered if the sacrifices that you have made is really worth your time and your feelings?
Have you ever reminisced on your life, be it your personal life or even your social life?
Have you ever really asked yourself who you actually are?
Are you trying to fit in or are you just comfortable in your own zone?
Have you ever asked yourself?
Sometimes i do wonder, if i am that inane enough to fall in love at a very young age.
Too naive to fall in love until i literally forget the people around me, the surroundings and my own life.
Now when i am finally free, I can do whatever that pleases me.
Because this is MY LIFE!!
Now i am wondering what to do about my future.
Let's see.
In February I will graduating with a Diploma in Pharmaceutical Sciences.
After that, i have practically no idea where to go.
Dad wants me to go USM, UKM, UIA or UM.
Mum and Busu wants me to go any universities in Australia, so that when i come back, at least i can easliy find a job here.
Its not about the job prospectives that i am looking for right now.
I just want to go to any university and further my studies.
So long as i have a degree in Pharmacy, i know i can apply for the Poison's license or Dispensing license in that particular country.
All that matters to me now would be contributing back to the society.
Especially my grandparents.
I cannot stand seeing them suffering.
I want to help them.
I want to take care of them and my family, my friends as well as my darling, even though he is 532 kilometres away from me.
These are the people i love and my promise to you, i want to take care of all of you throughout my entire life.
I LOVE ALL OF YOUUU!
an entry taken from a friend of mine:
in a relationship,
love that person for who that person really is,
love their perfectness in your eyes but make room for their flaws,
thats a very important thing
for if there are too much changes,
than that person you love,
is no longer the one that you knew before.
changes are made by two and not by one.
for a hand cant clap on its own till the other comes along in unison to create that perfect sound.
everyone are not perfect
everyone is a vase that has lots of cracks
but as long as the other party is willing and patient,
cracks on the vase can eventually turn out nicely mend
and paint can be varnished onto it.
-lost a part of me
12/17/2008 12:23:00 am
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