My brother just needed another 2 more points to get promoted to secondary 5.He passed 3 subjects and failed 3 subjects.Cool yet destruction.Venting anger on others, adding more pressure to me.Thanks to i have no idea what he is thinking now attitude, i have to fork out $420 just for a 16GB iphone, in which i have no idea how to use and where should i throw my 7 mths old Samsung i450 phone. Okay now, that bugger offering $225 for an iphone.I need to lend my brother $770, that is like half of what i have now.Now i am already quite stressed out with my brother, what is his future going to be like, whether it would be bleak or bright.What am i going to tell my parents? How in the world am i going to face my family?
My two sisters are getting up on my nerves. One is practically and irritant, whereas the other is an annoyant. (is there even such a word existing?). I have to teach tuition to two kids now, Fahmi and Danish. One is pratically playing a fool whereas the other loves to study.
My holidays are a bore, settling soooooooo many stuffs when my parents are away. Not even a single second i am enjoying this holiday, bearing in mind that i still have a set of tests to take when school reopens for another three weeks before i graduate.
Things to be done for this week :-
Friday 19122008 : Date with Roszana, wish ain happy birthday. get presents for mum and parents' anniversary.
Saturday 20122008 : Fetch Fahmi, teach tuition with Fahmi and Danish, buy Syiraah's and Fatheen's school books, wish mum happy birthday
Sunday 21122008: Buy Syiraah's madrasah books.
2 more weeks to come:-
24122008 and 31122008 : wednesday afternoon 1pm to 5pm - New York Skin Solution cum De Beaute
Any random weekdays - teach tuition with Fahmi and Danish
Any random weekdays - Take Madrasah report book and settle for next year's class
Any random weekdays - Study for all 4 tests from problem 1 to problem 13
* Pharmaceutical Chemistry
* Dietary Supplements
* Pharmaceutical Legislation and Marketing
* Patient care : from problem 1 to problem 14
Any random days - Go out with siblings, inclusive of fahmi and danish
Any random days - Learn how to park the bigggggg Kia Caren Carrrr!
Any random days - make dates with friends to meet up.
1. Mohd Fadzil : you are on top of the list. Nana nanti confirm lagie sekali.
2. Siti Nur Atiqah : This wednesday ya babe on 24122008
1st JANUARY 2009 - PARENTS COMING BACK FROM HAJJ! FAMILY REUNION! WWWWWWWWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
Fairuzana, please remember to drive the car to the Airport.
Mampush seyh! Parking aku masih berderai lah kaannnn! Adduuiiyyyaayyyy!!
Ehk DEFAKS!
Mane korg sume nih arrrhhhhh?
Msg ngn kol korg mcm aku kol entah apeeee jekk!
Jom gie holiday arrhhhh ramai2..
Kiter kecoh2 sama mcm dalam kelas.
Hahahaha....
Dhaifina, Emy, Khairiya, Syirene!
Atiqah nak gie KL for a week.
Die tuh nak gie shopping, lagie2 kat petaling street tuh.
Manelah aku nak korek duit seyhhhh???
Targetted tyme : End of Jan, when i am done with schooll...
Syireeeennnnnnneeeeeeee: leh cabut skola tak?
Emy and Khairiya : Tunggu masuk poly jek kan, jom kiter same2 enjoy dulu arh beb!
Dhaifina: you are only working during weekends kan, kan, kan?
I mish DEFAKS badly. Please let us have a get together soon babes? There are lot of catching up to be done babeeeesssss! See you around!
Hugs and kisses from Fairuzana to DEFAKS.
XOXOXOXOXO. :)
What i need right now is someone who would go through thick and thin with me no matter what obstacles that would come across our paths. i just need someone to be there for me no matter what time it is, no matter what kind of weather, no matter where the place would be. I just need someone to understand the pain and responsibilities that i have to face right now. I know my attitude, behaviour and emotions are all over the place. The pressure that i am facing now is beyond bearable. I just need someone to lend his shoulder for me to rest, to cry on, to laugh on and hold my hand and be there just to wipe away my tears and console me and letting me know that he is always there for me no matter what it takes.
Let me end my post todaye with some random love poem i came across whilst flipping through websites:
If there's one face I want to see,
so beautiful, so true,
one smile that makes a difference,
to everything I do.
If there's one touch I long to feel,
one voice I long to hear,
whenever I am happy,
or just needing someone near.
If there's one joy, one love,
from which I never want to part,
it's you, my very special love,
my world, my life, my heart.
-lost a part of me
12/18/2008 07:04:00 pm
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